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when i was 11 years old one of my organs began to fail. my parents took me to the hospital after months of me getting sicker and sicker. I got diagnosed with an incurable disease that is 100% terminal unless I inject medicine every few hours for the rest of my life, and even if I do this my organs will still eventually shut down. Now more than a decade later i wake up everyday in a lot of pain knowing I will likely die of painful organ failure. There is no cure, and you know what my religious mother told me when I was in the childrens hospital at 11 years old? She told me God would heal me. Do you know how many times i have prayed to God not to heal me but just to tell me why me? What did an 11 year old child do to deserve to live like this? Not a single church nor priest has ever been able to answer me anything other than "it's Gods plan". I'm not angry with christians but I think you all need a reality check if you can believe in a all-powerful all-loving God when he won't even tell a crying 11 year old stuck in a childrens hospital why they are being punished. Not praying for a cure, but praying for an answer. Now im alcoholic cause its the one thing that takes my physical pain from this disease away but sure "all in Gods plan" yet its a sin to drink but God is forcing me to.
Yeah anyway ur web security kinda sucks but i don't wanna punish you guys by deleting your files, happy to help you fix ur security for free. I'll be in touch
- Meowmeowkillmenow hacker (who's pissed at God)
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